Not Alone

Beauty is in the unexpected
Love is in the highlights
If you fear the dark
Or dream in light

You are not alone

All is clear
I tell you this my dear
When you open your heart
And unlace your mind

Fragments dancing on glass
With diamond studded feet
We don't even see or notice
The things we seek to be

You are not alone

A thought

Keep climbing that tree and when you get to the long branch at the top... don't keep waiting for someone to climb it with you... climb that bitch they will be there already... if not.. well fuck em you kicked ass anyway.

Forgotten Sea Child

there once was a child who swam in orchids
but their scent was long lost
drowning in an ocean of sadness
to time's cruelest boss

to be ignored
and never noticed
the boy was in vicious reverie
for a fairy tale he never knew
in a motionless ship at sea

but one did watch
perched on an island
and every day he wept
because he too
was under rug swept

he wanted to rescue this child
he wanted him to be free
but the storms between them were a hindrance
to all that could be

so the islander trained and struggled
to learn the ways of nature
so to tame the storms
and be of good stature
drew his shield and sword
and built a ship of iron

this was war
and this battle was to be fought
not for money or greed
but for the heart

_Damian Wilde (for a very special boy)

new love post heartache

Once I saw a melting star
like wax on colored paper
the stain was a bitter scar
but the mark it left was safer

Its loathsome in its flavor
but sweet to the taste
a gilded tempting luxury
a forlorn estate

if love could be as futile
as emphatic as this state
man would know not blood
nor the chance to retaliate

swimming in the cold water
the warmth it grieves and shears
has been torn asunder
by the grimace of fear

count to three
and one can see
the leftover meat
was intended to rot

now a flower grows
a bird of paradise
in the fire which blows
upon my lips and vice

im falling
but this time i wont break
only live to breathe in
his deepest heartache

Worlds apart, Hearts as one

Distant lover
so far but in my heart you are always near
Passionate lover
I hope i could keep you far away from fear
Brilliant lover
our minds entangle like DNA
Sarcastic lover
they can be a joke but you shall never be
Hellbent lover
our darkness makes us glow forever
Dream lover
I feel you in my heart and hold you in my sleep

tho the ocean is vast
the lands are wide
nothing could ever be too far
to have you by my side

-Damian Wilde

(for William) <3

The Apple Tree of Ages

there once was a child who wanted the apple at the top of the tree, he said to himself.. when i get older i can get that apple... ill wait and see

he got older and still couldnt reach it and said to himself i will wait... and someday ill have that apple in the tree.

years progressed and the child kept growing.. soon he was a man and he looked upon the tree and no longer did he want the apple the need was gone to reach the top of the tree.

he looked on as if a child full of life imagining how he would have  jumped and climbed and fought the branches of that tree...  got to the top and grabbed the apple of the tree.

and tho he smiled in silent regret he thought to himself... if only i had the guts.. to climb that tree.

- Damian Wilde

Emotional Nomenclature

I know not love crimes
for i havent a heart
taken away, to dearly depart

The monster rising
this fearless creature
the essence of loss
emotional nomenclature

the tasteless bud
of romantic bite
is that all you came for
to claim this night

the monster rising
this fearless creature
the essence of loss
emotional nomenclature

empires of sand
the swords in my chest
battles in forgotten land
but who was the best

the monster rising
this fearless creature
the essence of loss
emotional nomenclature

we can give it a name but no one knows
the shivers down my spine
when pierced by your bows
and arrows.

- Damian Wilde

Scars made of Stars

From the heavens you could fall
but of fault you are born
a masterful withdrawal
in linen and silk torn
a masterpiece
never been noticed
beyond the most brilliant man's sight
you could be resurrection
in a scar's vision focused

tortured in reprieve
a magic trick sleeve
i see through your mirror
the shocking true terror
a glowing bright quasar
in a milky way bar... always the token

this side of Jupiter
you smell of sweet jasmine
i long for you near
but you still hide in the dark
will you come to me sweet prince
I who will mend your wounds
or continue to hide
in the cavern subdued?

love is missed love that kissed the rattle snake dancer
a poison to hit the tired heart core of this sinful romancer
if god is a lisp at the tongue of your jest, will i ever succeed?
I love you like wine on the tender ripe vine and its all that I deeply need

fractions of chaos in the mist of fantasy
a gravestone permits the tender sweet hiss
when we all give in to fancy

perfection is lust when we learn to trust
the grave robber in twilight
nothing is true but the glow i can taste
it comes from your birthright.

cry a tear baby boy
for i will hold you ever near
your pain is my dark cancer
i catch them sublime
like the sour lime in my margarita
a cruel necromancer
with each tear i will fall
catch them in my hands
like meteors of the night sky
kissing them away
as your heart they fray
to shreds and asunder.


love is missed love that kissed the rattle snake dancer
a poison to hit the tired heart core of this sinful romancer
if god is a lisp at the tongue of your jest, will i ever succeed?
I love you like wine on the tender ripe vine and its all that I need

let me heal the senseless ordeal that burdens you so.

because love is pain
but pain can be cured
when one comes along
to remove those who would harm

those absurd.

SUNSHADE MIRROR (A FANTASY)

We could be as it were, truly lost in our self-deceit
living on and under the requiem for fantasy
illusions that skate gently in haphazard contempt for morality

The greatest lie is that which points the finger proclaiming such.

Simple slave, after petty martyr

all loss for life, it left these shallow halls without an echo!

For not the faintest flick of the wrist shall spring forth,

as you weren't worth the moisture of my tongue’s movement, nor release.

If funeral shall come, it was the bravest and wisest who shall attend.

Not in tears, but the velvet lining that has condemned them as bedding sweet.

Sleeping in the ever so clenching hands of eternity and not a man, nor sin is spun.

The quilted shambles of life you shall insert. 

My heart has but been birthed………… the shade that creates a sun.

Society Currupt File.bat

A simple resolution
in a morality contribution
a taste for retribution
when everything is a futon

If you claim to be
let me see this reverie
a taste of honey
in an environment stress free

haphazard wire crossing
dump your rash cross hatching
fear for fear junkie is junking
power house error patching

Entertain
you clown membrane
connection dysfunction
societal corruption

I hope you know
the love I have for you
supersedes this vibration
diagnosis my illusion

RUMORS OF THE HEART

I left a message in your circuit
you left a burnt up letter
I left a heart in your basket
you left a rotten apple

I left a tear vile full of sadness
you left a rumor
I left my heart shaped glasses
you left a knife

I left a memoir of scrolls
you left your mother
I left a glass of wine
you left a judge

I left my most prized possession
you left a stone
I left my soul in regression
you left a book you never read

I left my love
you left me, and my love

on a street corner
begging for food

GYPSY HEART

In someone else’s shoes
trading counted change
for smiles and laughs

All that is mine
isn’t really mine
every little dime
my greedy crime

This hat I found
abandoned like me
it fits me well
as does my apathy

Leave me to my pity
I have none for anyone else
I have a gift for you
it’s my absence

I pray it’s not felt
this path I tread
from house to house
no home no heart

Nomadic is my art
my friends my tribe
love is my currency
the latchkey scribe

The wind always at my back
the earth below me
the water I travel by

Fire… to remove and renew

And start again

ETHREAL LOVER (the air of the phoenix)

Are you bird, or angel?
you have a smile!
it can heal the deepest wound
you are the glow
it can bring the world back together

As you bend the light around my core
the warm glaze of love stabs me blindly
my eyes open, and I see
you are all around in everything

and I cry.
Because I am truly loved
for the first time

O hark! The heavens have fallen
and caress me as the blanket of empathy
the broken bones and shambles of my soul
you hold it in your fragile hands

the gentile wind that touches
the burning face of my fire mask
you make me shine
a supernova burst of the heart

it spreads into the universe and creates life anew

without you

this phoenix would surely remain ash

You are my morning  dew

My waking breath of life

A DANCE FOR THE ILL HEARTED

Madness and debacle
look at these boys chuckle
not a single smile has lies
but nor a truth exist

dancing in their wicked love
haunting with their blessed curse
every judging glance you give
woven into my lyrical verse

I had a hope a question
without answer blown in leaves
the monastery of my black masses
is a church of much disease

but here I give an answer
not purely true but it shall hold
we swim free as the fish
each of us a unique mold

Together we sing,

when acceptance leads us home.

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(all fucked up, and d3ad to the world)

God's Gif7 (the lie)

The slut that has not forgotten his name
has forgotten himself again
rape me mundane
give me a clueless pill to live in still
horrid creatures of love's grand design
are nothing more
than god's gift of lies

Heaven seeking injection scaring the moron is the cave
hide hide hide your eyes, drugged and here
here and there with the fear

if I lose a cell or two. i'll reform
im never doomed..
but i taste atroph e
coming to take my soul away

breathing the loss
breathing the pain
that hasn't happened
but all the same
i dread

Bleed for loin cloth tattered children
fallen like jesus (he dies)
morons taste the tears of addicts
on sunday, they say he was warned

give in, give in
the bombs have been sent
if all that life is
is this puzzle bent
then let me be free
where i'm forever heaven sent.

(a true lie)

Survived You

Stars Projecting
something Heart wrenching
given a choice
i'd rather be bleeding

I lost it all when i lost my needle
i loved it all when i was never
there

there

you're fucking everywhere
but you forgot me here

has time relapsed.. am I even a memory
or just a functionless doll..
the dog you forgot to feed?

the child you used to BEAT?!
the loser you DISCARDED?!
the asshole you would't CLAIM?!
the heart you STOLE AND MAIMED!?
the fiction in your STORY?!
the HIGH AS FUCK witch or INJECTED PRINCESS?!

shackled to what i used to love
was just the rememberance of
a Tweaked out soldier
with nothing to fight for.....
(the corpse on the battle field)

My Heart Survived You

Bird of Paradise

Stars, Bars and parlour tricksfor the wise old bird of paradise
he has a rhyme or two to seemingly commit
give a seed, to grow a tree within his tender soil

(SOUL)

for his shelter holds the key
to the difference between you and medeep down the cauldron boils
a year ago i was nothing
now im something more than something
to be pondered or ignored
but as it is the bird is old and melting
age is what you feed it
When left to simple toys.

My Phyche is Killing Me

You arent real
just a shadow in my dream
you arent real
just my memory relapsed
just the puzzle that collapsed

if all that is was the was and is what is could be
then would i be me?

the memorial of backwards thought for the framed children of time
this was never real(yes it was)
my denial is killing me

fever symptoms are increasing and i feel tired
(was I asleep?)
this forgotten territory
that i have traversed what versed in my consious forgiveness
you lost me on 5
5
[R>you regret yourself because you were trained to remember what your parents have left behind
traces of youself.. its then you fear

DONT BREATHE.. ITS POISON
DONT EAT... its fucking up my mind

SWALLOE
SWALLOE
your pride
and don't be afraid of what's
BEHIND THE VEIL

my Psyche is KillInG mE

Dare Cycle

All the crimes and rhymes of thought
that have such little meaning
are tied into my little knot
that i cannot untangle

and if they fill the pools of my existence
with wine
who will drink the sour grapes
of my soul?
who DARES get drunk on my heart?

the arrogant intoxicant of truth...

all that we build so destined
for destruction

our world is cyclical
a rapture in circles

                                   always going

to come round

                                    

                                                       again.